Floating In a Tesseract

If I ever managed to get eaten by a beautiful lion.

2011-09-30T12:59:00.000+09:00

If I ever ever ever managed to get eaten by a beautiful gorgeous lion.

would the smell and soft touch of his mane be the last thing I feel?

with extreme pain and my own blood.

I hope so.

Fake it well.

2011-09-28T19:33:00.002+09:00

my "WANT"s.

EXAGGERATED SHOULDER FAUX FUR COAT BY KTZ**

TOPSHOP

PAW HEELS
CHRISTIAN LOUBOUTIN NAGOYA LIMITED

I like her face.

2011-09-28T18:20:00.003+09:00

FRANCES BEAN COBAIN

From Hedi Slimane's page.

and I love this Tee shirt.

Summer memories 1

2011-09-26T17:02:00.000+09:00

Family

2011-09-26T14:49:00.000+09:00

Tommy Hilfiger is introducing the cutest family.

Scarves, Jackets, and Check patterns sounds so good right now.
(Also the dad, Bernard, is super cute.)

mind, do you mind, mind, mind your mind.

2011-09-07T16:03:00.003+09:00

Festival

2011-09-06T17:35:00.003+09:00

star festival

wearing Yukata

feels good.

I got dinos too.

popopopopopopop

2011-09-05T17:22:00.001+09:00

POP

LOLIPOP

pop

lolipop

POP

LOLIPOP

makes

happy

Ca4la Warhol pin

Sly Keith bag

Skirt:TOPSHOP, Bag: SLY, Shoes: Allamoda

Hat, Romance, and Slam!

2011-07-20T01:04:00.000+09:00

A conductor of a "Romance Car" tried to please a boy

by letting him wear a cool "conductor hat".

The boy rejected it so hard.

So hard that he slammed it against the ground as hard as he can

with his tiny hand.

Life is tough.

Secretary.

2011-07-04T01:03:00.000+09:00

One of my favorite film.

I just so love her outfits!

and here's inspired look :)

Wish List: Animals

2011-06-30T19:03:00.000+09:00

I am obsessed with animals and bugs or even dinosaurs.

So I got excited when I found those two fantabulouse items!!

This lovely lovely elephant bag I saw on Mayo Wo's Lookbook.nu page.

I fell in love immediately!!!

Isn't it super ridiculously lovely? It is by KateSpade you can check it HERE if you want :)

Aaaaand this one I found while I shop on Internet on my favorite Japanese brand SLY!

Yes! lady bugs! and HERE is the link!

Pink Pink Pink and a Dinosaur.

2011-06-17T23:16:00.002+09:00

flowers

2011-06-13T21:21:00.002+09:00

This dress makes me feel like I'm a teenage girl again.
About same age as girls in "The Virgin Suicides".

このワンピースを着ると、10代の女の子だった頃に戻ったみたいな気がするの。ちょうど”ヴァージン　スーサイド”に出てくる女の子たちと同じくらいの年齢。

ALEXIS magazine.

2011-06-12T21:10:00.001+09:00

Alexis magazine is a new international fashion magazine from singerpore.

and I luckily got a chance to be on their world trend page :)

It was my first time to be on a fashion magazine,

and I couldn't be more happy than I am now!

I am also really honored to be in same page with all those beautiful fashionisatas; Lisa D., Veronika, Emily, Elisa, Kani, Emma, Nahna, Claire, Blake, and Sandra!

(click to enlarge)

You can see the (almost) same outfit on my previous post "Pastel and Pastel" .

btw, I've been having troubles commenting on some blogs.

I wite a comment and it asks me to log into a google account even though I am already logged in.

then it jumps back to the comment page,

]I click "publish copmment" and then they ask me to log in again.

It's just a never ending loop.

I looked at Blogger's "known issues for blogger" page,

and it says they are trying to fix it now. ( on Tuesday, May 24, 2011's post)

So I am sorry I haven't been able to comment on some blogs even though you kindly gave me sweet comments!!!

Hope you had a great weekend!! (and happy birthday....!)

xxx Y

Hair thing.

2011-06-12T00:59:00.001+09:00

Like, love and hate. Cassie's Therapy.

2011-06-11T19:36:00.002+09:00

I got this "Cassie's Therapy" tag from my dear Amy! (I'm sorry it took me so much time to post this Amy!)

(The task is: fill in 12 likes, 1 love and 8 hates like Cassie in her therapy video. Below, the bolded things are what you MUST include. Also, please make sure you link it back to me, and link it onto 3 other blogs you admire!)

Abracadabra, Wow!I like boys with humor, and imagination
and girls with pretty face and I love having tea with them.
I like smell of summer and my dog's feet.
I like lazy morning after sex.
I like traveling and discovering that the place was so different from what I thought.
I like getting sun tan.
I like sports and eating tons after sports.
I like daydreaming and dreaming and talking to myself.
I like the feeling of black ink stain into papers.
I like to try to take out things from my brain and fail.
I like taking pictures of people and being in pictures.
I like nature and animals (and naked girls).
I like when people(including myself) laugh too much and not being able to inhail air.
I love imagining my own funeral and who would cry if I died so that I can feel like I am needed.
Today I am sick, staying in my bed and looking so ugly.
In some ways, I love everything.
Its less, its less of a thing to like, its less distinct, its less particular
I like things that I like but I love everything
There’s more choice in like
Cos even the worst things have things you love in them
I don’t know what you mean about things I hate
I hate being pressured and compared.
I hate real fur and people who throw eggs to people wearing fur.
I hate crocs and ugg boots.
I hate men who think they are better than women (and women who think they are better than men).
I hate people who complain a lot.
I hate isolation , but in a way I love spending time with myself.
I hate people who always need attention.
I hate human being so mean to the earth.
I hate I hate this, wow. . .Sorry.

I tag three bloggers to do this tag: Elisabetta, C Nguyen and Anais.
and also everyone who want to post this!
(I don't know if you girls like this kind of thing, but I tag you anyways! Let me see what you like and hate if you have time! )

Great example of color blocking.

2011-05-28T16:54:00.003+09:00

暇を食い尽くした虫の行進/A march of those bugs ate all the boredom of mine

2011-05-15T01:45:00.003+09:00

あの地震があってから、ママがものすごい心配性になってて、その上電車もちゃんと動いてないし。っていうのは、ただの言い訳で。毎日少しずつ、少しずつ睡眠時間が長くなってきてる。耳から血が出てるような気がするけど、そんなこと無いって分ってる。例えて言えば、あの虫（インディジョーンズとかハムナプトラとかに出てくる、あの虫、体の中とか、皮膚の下に入ってきちゃうやつ。）が私のなかにいて、ゆっくりゆっくり私を食べている感じ。それで、私も私で、行進する虫を肌の下に感じながらも虫に好きにやらしてる。
Since this earthquake happened here, my mum is being so protective, and trains are not running properly and so on. But those are just excuses. I am sleeping longer and longer little by little everyday. I feel like my ears are bleeding. but I know they are not. It's like those bugs (those bugs you see in Indiana Jones or The Mummy, those ones that get inside you, under your skin) are inside me and eating me slowly. and I am letting them to go on and on marching under my skin.

もう、本当、暇で暇で、居間で、木まで、今で、否で。ちょっといい感じ。
I am bored as hell. I kinda like it.

洋服のポストするために、このブログはじめたけど、今はほとんど"fashion"ポストはしてない。だって、自分の写真って撮るのが難しいし。でも、自分の写真を撮るのは大好きで、でも、ほかの人に、自分の写真撮るのが大好きなんだって思われたくない。パラドックス。パラドックスのソックスの中。
I started this blog for outfits. But I barely do those "fashion" post now. Because I can't take pictures of myself well. But I love taking pictures of myself. But I don't want people to think I like taking pictures of myself. A paradox. I'm in a box of paradox.

写真を撮るのが好きなのであって、写真を撮ることが好きなのではなくて、もし、そこに違いがあればの話だけど。違いがあるのかは、分からない。
I like taking pictures, not I like to take pictures, if there is a difference. I don't know if there is.

まぁ、とにかく、私の周りには「とうよ？」って顔してポーズとった私の写真をとってくれる人はあまり見当たらないわけで。でも、私的には、みんなの「どうよ？」顔は結構好きよ。あと、「あはははは、それ・・・あは・・ちょ、超・・うける！あははは」顔も好きで。っていうか、あの顔は誰をも魅力的かつ不細工にそして愛らしく、時にはセクシーにさえしてしまう魔法の顔だと思う。
Anyway, I don't have anyone who would take pictures of me posing and making "huh?" face. but I like "huh?" faces of people. and "ahahaaha that...is....ahahaha really...haaaa...fanny!!" laughing face. That laughing face is a magic face that make people look charming, ugly, adorable, and even sexy at the same time.

今日は、携帯用トイレのせいで顔の無い男の子に置き去りにされる夢を見た。昨日の夜、ベッドの中で心配性のママが、もし地震が起きたときのためにってくれた携帯トイレのことを考えた。一度も開けていないから、どんな形かも分らないけど、もしそれを開けて、中を覗いたら、多分吸い込まれそうになるんじゃないかって気がした。その後、いろんなことを次々に蜘蛛の糸くらいの関連性を残して考えていって、どんどん悲しくなって、ありもしない体のどこかが痛くて、右頬に涙が流れて（なぜかいつも右の目ばっかり泣く）、でも知らない間に黒に飲み込まれて、気がついたら、そこには顔の無い男の子と私がいた。
I had a dream last night. And in that dream, a boy left me because of a portable toilet my mum told me to bring around with me. She is so worried about the earthquakes and she thinks toilet is so important when a huge earthquake happened again. I was thinking about the portable toilet. I haven't opened it yet, but I imagined if I opened it and looked into the toilet hole, it would feel like I would be sucked into the hole. After a while, I started to think many things. Skipped this thing to that thing leaving a spider string thin connections. I got sadder and sadder. Some parts of my body which didn't exist started to hurt. Tears came down on my left cheek( I don't know why, but I always cry with my left eye more). And then I was covered up with darkness without knowing it. Next moment, there was a boy who has no face next to me.

私たちはどこか街の中にいて、天気は晴れていたけど、そこは暖かくも寒くもなかった。彼はエメラルドグリーンの綿のジャケットにグレーのVネックのTシャツとほとんど黒に近い細身のジーンズを着ていて、そのジャケット自体はマカロンみたいで、でも、その格好はどこか漫才師の様でもあった。ゲイっぽいことはさておき、不思議と品の良い感じのする男の子で、多分私たちはデートしていたんだと思う。顔は無かったけど、可愛いなって思ったのは覚えてる。それで、会話は全くしなかったけど、私たちの意思疎通には全く障害は無く（それはまるで無声映画の字幕が直接頭に送られてきているようだった。）、そのまま彼のお部屋に行った。行く先に急に彼の部屋が現れ、玄関も通ることなく、次の瞬間には私たちはその部屋の中にいた。それはただ、空気の膜の中にいるようなもので、壁も無くて、窓も、ドアも無い。でも、いつの間にか外の景色は消えていて、その空間中にいる。でも不思議と広い場所にいる気はしない。私は、バッグから（それは蛍光グリーンのクラッチバッグだった。着ていたのは多分オレンジのForever21のワンピースに黄色のプラットフォームサンダル。ドレス以外は実際には持っていないけど。）ポーチを出そうとして、ママに今朝渡された携帯トイレを床に落としてしまう。彼が無言で「それは何？」と問いかける。「なんでもない。ただの携帯トイレ。」と、何でもないことのように私も無言で答える。彼はうつむいて、向きを変えて私から離れていった。無言の会話も問いかけも無く本当に無言で。私も無言のまま彼のことを見ていて、ほっとしたような、悲しいような気持ちになった。いつの間にか彼の行く先にはドアがあり、私の肌より白いその手はドアノブを回し、外に出て行った。私はそこにぼんやり立ち、エメラルドグリーンのジャケットと、まるでボロアパートのもののようなドアのコントラストに頭をひねらせた。
We were somewhere in the city. It was sunny, but it was not warm or cold. The boy was wearing a emerald green cotton jacket, grey v-neck t-shirt and dark colored skinny jeans. The color of the jacket reminded me of macaroons and a comedian. Beside looking kind of gay, he looked decent and well-educated. I think we were dating. Although he didn't have a face, I remember I thought he was kinda cute. We didn't have a conversation at all, but we magically understood each other and had no problem on communication. It was like a silent movie and subtitle was sent into my head. Therefore I went to his room. The room appeared on our way suddenly and we were inside the room in the next moment. Without even going through the door. It was as if we were in a space covered by thick skin of air. There were no wall, window, or door. The background view of outside disappeared before I knew it, but strangely enough it didn't feel like I am in an open space. I reached my purse ( it was a neon green purse from Parada I deadly want. I was wearing orange dress from Forever 21 which I really own, and neon yellow platform sandals that I have no idea where it came from.) and tried to take out my make-up bag. Then, portable toilet slipped out from the purse. "What is it?" He asked. Without saying it out loud. "It's nothing. Just...portable toilet." I answered. Without saying it out loud and also trying to sound like it was all cool. He looked at the ground, turned around and walked away from me. Without saying anything. This time, it was real silence. He didn't talk without saying things out loud. I didn't either. I just looked at his back. I was little sad and relieved at the same time. A door appeared on his way while I was unaware. His hand which is much whiter than mine turned door knob and he went outside. I was just standing there with a faraway look, puzzling over the contrast of emerald green jacket and dirty cheap look door.

それで終わり。後は覚えてない。
That's it. I don't remember after that.

(I wrote it in the end of March. Now Tokyo's transportation is working perfectly.)

pastel and pastel.

2011-05-09T20:28:00.002+09:00

feeling the warmth of air on my skin and clothes.

Old ones.

2011-05-09T01:37:00.008+09:00

picnic

2011-04-20T00:19:00.003+09:00

Mint dress: vintage

shoes: spica

Necklace: About a Girl

D R E A M I N G

2011-04-15T15:20:00.000+09:00

That word.

2011-04-12T18:32:00.002+09:00

It.

2011-04-11T18:18:00.007+09:00

That part is always there. It is a part of me. Since the day I realised it being inside me, it would never disappear and I would never be able to ignore it. It may be smaller one day, it may be hidden one day, but it is still there. I can feel it. I know it can't possibly win, it can't possibly convince entire me, but the existence of it is always there.

I don't hate it. I live with it. I adore it. I understand it. I stroke it gently. I look at it carefully. I listen to it like when I listen to him. It is this part, this part of me always telling me, wishing me, hoping me, begging me

to die.

In The Way

2011-03-30T15:17:00.004+09:00

cramps.

2011-03-29T00:28:00.003+09:00

color.

2011-03-28T18:48:00.002+09:00

London.

2011-03-28T17:31:00.007+09:00

,though,though,

I went to London.

and this is who I met there.

It was a tiger.

Or I should say he was a tiger.

He looked exactly like a tiger.

His name was a tiger.

or I don't remember.

His whiskers were twitching as he was eating chocolates.

His fur was getting lines as he scratch his belly.

I put my ear on his chest, his heart was barely beating.

or maybe not beating at all.

I was expecting to go bed with him, but he fell asleep as he watches a football game.

I wonder what he is doing right now.

VIDEOS. VIDEOS. how exciting you are.

2010-12-12T00:02:00.004+09:00

Videos eat my night time.
A lot.
Movies, music videos, documentaries.
It is one of the way to away from reality.
OR the way to see reality more clearly?

Mundi Vondi's Rabbit Hole Movie

Lara Runars "In Between"

Neon Indian "Mind, Drips"

CHIBI debut

2010-11-05T17:22:00.006+09:00

Hello all!!

So some of my Internet friends who saw me with Dino Necklace in Pictures HERE and HERE, asked me to sell it to them.
Now I have total 5 people wearing my Dino Necklace.

So here, I decided to make an online shop!!
I am so happy to try this. Because I love making things, and I love making people happy or smile by my works. I am still a beginner about selling things on Internet.
So if any of you reading my blog have any tips or advice, I will be so happy to hear your opinions about anything :)

For the start, I put two of my favorite dinosaurs.
More will be coming soon!!

The shop name "Chibi"(チビ) means "Tiny" in Japanese. I thought it is perfect for me who is super short even as a Japanese and I am selling tiny dinosaurs.

I really hope people will like it!

Have a fantastic weekend everyone!! mwah

F R A M E

2010-10-27T17:09:00.002+09:00

Tragedy about grapes.

2010-10-18T14:02:00.005+09:00

Fall..., it's a season of grapes.

Some ancient people called it "Purple Jewel".

When a drop of water sparkles on its sleek skin,

When our teeth break the skin to smell and taste its ripe fresh juice...

mmmm...

But then...one thing hits me.

Something is missing.

As soon as I bit it, my teeth should feel....

There are no seeds inside....Those grapes are seedless!

Yes, it's easy.

Yes, it's less annoying.

But, how sad? How sad is it to be "seedless"?

They were born to be eaten, there is not even 1% chance to leave a descendant.

This reminded me of one scene from "Benny and Joon" which Sam and Joon talk about raisins.

"Sam:You don't like raisins?

Joon: Not really.

Sam: Why?

Joon: They used to be fat and juicy and now they're twisted. They had their lives stolen. Well, they taste sweet, but really they're just humiliated grapes. I can't say I am a big supporter of the raisin council.

Sam: Did you see those, those raisins on TV? The ones that sing and dance and stuff?

Joon: They scare me.

Sam: Yeah me too

Joon: It's sick. The commercial people they make them sing and dance so people will eat them.

Sam: It's a shame about raisins.

Joon: Cannibals. "

night can be your day.

2010-10-13T14:29:00.001+09:00

Magically Disney

2010-10-12T16:55:00.002+09:00

High so high.

2010-09-17T21:58:00.006+09:00

So last month,

I tried something I had always been thinking about.

Climbing Fuji-mountain.

The highest (3,776 m)mountain in Japan.

Me and my friend, started climbing 10pm

and we climbed about 7 hours to the top.

We saw sunrise...

which made me want to believe in magic even more than I used to

Nature has such strong power.

It's something your skin tells you.

Covers you gently but strongly.

Hard-boild wonderland and the end of the world.

2010-09-15T22:48:00.010+09:00

It's a novel I am reading lately, by Haruki Murakami.

In the book, there are unicorns.

and their skulls.

Murakami's wonderland is dark and sweet.

Just like luxury chocolates.

There is a line that I really liked.

It's something that a guy who is main character of the story say while he imagine himself drinking whisky on the rock and listenning to "Vendome" by MJQ...

"Whisky, you should look at it steadily at first.

And when you get tired of looking at it, you should taste it.

Just like you do to pretty girls."

(I am not sure how it translated in English version. I read it in Japanese. I hope my translation makes sense..)

I imagine, if I was a pretty girl

and if I was treated like whisky....

It would feel heavenly...fulfilled..maybe.

outfit of the day

Dress: Kate Moss for Topshop

Hat: H&M

Shoes: forever21

After story of the Dinosaur necklace.

2010-06-23T02:43:00.004+09:00

(click picture for enlargement)

NOW THERE ARE THREE OF THEMMM!!!!!

I so love them. We ( me and my friend Mario. She is in the picture on the left.) even named them.

The white and blue one is Vivianne.

The orange one is Victoria.

The green one (mine) is Veronica.

They are three V! 3 victory! yeaaah!

Here is my outfit of the other day with Veronica.

Somewhere

2010-06-23T00:00:00.004+09:00

My forever favorite movie director Soffia Coppola's new movie is coming soon.

I am so excited.

First time I saw her movie, I was only 13.

It was The Virgin Suicides .

(please pause the music on the left)

Since then it always has been my life theme movie.

The story by Jeffrey Eugenides was great.

I often wondered, how he could understand feelings of teenage girls so perfectly.

And the way Soffia took it was just so wonderful....

It made me cry so many times.

It saved me so many times.

It shot my heart so many times.

and it still works even now, with age 23.

Also the outfits in this movie was awesome.

Tender colors. Soft touch details.

PLUS great musics.

(I of course do love Marie Antoinette and Lost in Translation too)

so...here is the trailer of her new movie Somewhere :)

P.S. Did you know she also directed Miss Dior commercial movie? I just found it out! (so late! haha)

The song ( Moi je joue) by Brigitte Bardot is so cute!

have a fantastic day, all!

xxx

yuka

The sky was using its magic fully today.

2010-06-21T21:22:00.011+09:00

(click pictures for enlargement.)

The sun was going down

and painting the palette of sky.

It makes me feel like I am in a miracle planet.

I am a child of miracle nature.

As animals from hot places are colourful,
as nature look more vivid in summer,
it is natural that people dress more colors in summer.

So it means we still have nature sense inside our body without knowing it.

Isn't it great?

Dress: Free's

Hairclip: DIY

Bracelets: F21

Laceup shoes: ---

that tender blue.

2010-06-21T01:52:00.007+09:00

I like this flower.

which sparkle only in rainy season.

Blue

the color of our planet.

ALL THE LIVING THINGS

2010-05-28T00:33:00.005+09:00

Cropped T-shirt: DIY

Border skirt: Forever 21

Dots Socks: tutu anna

Beige sandals: haco

Dinosaur necklace: Handmade

Animal rings: George's

As I found this dinosaur at a toy store,

an amazing idea came up in my mind.

Let's make a necklace with it!

So many of my friends made fun of me about wearing a dinosaur,

but I love it.

And some people who are free for fashion and know fashion love it too :) haha

I am still thinking the name of her...any ideas?

I also made this top.

I just cut men's T-shirt,

and put bunch of vintage buttons on shoulders.

I think I'm gonna go clubbing with this outfit this weekend :)

Have a nice day, all!

love, yuka

Asian sense.

2010-05-26T17:37:00.000+09:00

You know...sometime your art shows who you are.

So here is my favorite painting by my favorite artist Egon Schiele.

and I tried to copy it, as a practice...

then booom!

somehow the white young girl look totally asian!

Isn't it interesting?

(left is my practice, right is by Egon Schile)

A CROW and I

2010-05-10T19:03:00.000+09:00

As I sat and watched birds in the park in front of my university, I started to think.

Think about things...

One crow landed right in front of me. He just stood there for a minute or two.

Stepped few times, then he tilt his head.

I questioned in my head.

Does he wonder something?

Then there were more questions.

First of all, why did he landed here...not over there or anywhere else.

When he moves, does it have purpose? Not just to find foods, or female crow, when he looks at things, when he decides to back to sky, what is in his head?

What if he thinks about worms as I think about cakes?

What if he thinks about female crow as I think about my love?

THEN "What really is the difference between us?"

Okay, he is a bird. I am human.

But what does it mean?

Does it really matter?

F for....

2010-05-07T21:37:00.000+09:00

A for ant,

B for bitch,

C for caramel,

D for dance,

E for ethnic,

F for...

forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me

forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive mr forgive me

forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me

forgive me forgive mr forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me

forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me

ある日の帰り道 / On the way home.

2010-04-23T14:27:00.002+09:00

前を歩いてる女の人。

ひどいがに股で異様に大きなお尻。

本当におおきい。お腹や腕も太っているけど、お尻だけが異様に大きい。

この人はお尻に赤ちゃんがいる。双子だ。右と左に一人ずつ。

医者は中絶を勧めたが、勇敢にも彼女は断った。

夫は逃げていった。

A woman walking in front of me.

She is terribly bandy-legged and has weirdly big butt.

Really big. She has chubby arms and stomach, but still her butt is too big.

There are two babies inside her butt. One in the right butt cheek, one in the left.

A doctor recommended her abortion, but she courageously refused.

Her husband run away.

右を通り過ぎた不思議な歩き方のおじいさん。

やつは宇宙人だ。

おじいさんの体はのっとられた。

やつは８本の足を持っていて、４本ずつ右足と左足に入れようとした。

ｼﾞｰﾝｽﾞをはくみたいに。

でも、間違えて右足に３本、左足に５本入れてしまった。

だから上手く歩けない。

おまけに左右交互に足を前へ出すのは困難だ。

やつはいま、夕飯のことを考えている。なんだかわからない、離乳食のような、食事のことを。

An old man just passed, he was walking in a strange way.

That was an alien.

The old man's body had taken over.

It has 8 legs, tried to put those legs inside old man's legs. 4 legs in each one.

Just like when you put on jeans.

But it made a mistake and put 3 legs in the left, and 5 legs in the right.

So that it can not walk in a proper way.

It is now thinking about dinner. About foods we never know, but looking like baby food.

あーあーあー。

とまらない。

言葉があふれ出す。あふれだす。

blah blah blah

can not stop.

Words overflow. Overflow.

先生が言ったの。今日は何も考えないことをしてみましょう。

いち、にっ、さんっ。

はい、考えるのをやめてー。

やめてー。

ほらね？考えるのをやめようって、考えてる！

Today, my teacher said,"Let's stop thinking today!"

"1, 2, 3, stop thinking! "

"Stop."

"See? You are thinking to stop thinking!"

シルバーの車に乗ったｶｯﾌﾟﾙ。

男はひどい顔だ。目の上に毛虫がのってるの。

彼女はそこそこかわいくて、たのしそうだ。

男は話し続ける。止まらない止まらない。

彼女は楽しそうにしながら、ずれたTﾊﾞｯｸをどうやって直すか考えてる。

彼女は林檎ﾀﾞｲｴｯﾄ経験者。

A couple in a silver car.

The guy has horrible face. He has woolly worms on his eyebrows.

The girl is kind of cute and seems like she is having fun.

He keeps talking and talking. Non stop non stop.

She is pretending like having fun and actually thinking how to move her thong right back into the correct position.

She had tried plenty kinds of diets.

黒の車に乗った男は、

だれでも想像できることを想像してる。

つまらない男。

A man in a black car,

He is imagining things everyone can imagine.

A boring man.

占い師が言ったの、あなたは男を見下している。

あはは。

Fortune-teller told me that I look down on men.

HA HA HA

夏が来たら、日焼けして、髪を伸ばして、ぴったりした小さいTｼｬﾂに切りっぱなしのﾃﾞﾆﾑのﾐﾆｽｶｰﾄ。

麦わらで編んだﾊﾞｯｸﾞを肩から斜めがけにして。

おおきなｻﾝｸﾞﾗｽと素足にﾋﾞｰﾁｻﾝﾀﾞﾙで炎天下を歩くの。

When summer comes, I will get tanned, grow my hair and wear tight small T-shirt and denim skirt.

I will lean straw bag on my shoulder,

wear big sunglasses and flip flop, I will walk under the scorching sun.

とまらないとまらないとまらない。

can't stop can't stop can't stop

みてよ、あのおばさん。

あの人、絶対に歯が真っ黄色だから。

顔を見ればわかるの。

みてて、もうすぐ笑うから・・・

Look at that old lady.

I bet her teeth are yellow. I swear.

I can see that by her face.

watch...she's gonna smile soon...

ほら！！ｱﾒﾘｶ映画に出てくるﾎｰﾑﾚｽの歯みたいに真っ黄色！！

See!! That's exactly like the teeth of homeless guys in American movies!!

わーわーわー

べらべらべらべら

ah ah ah

blah blah blah blah

いま、誰かが私をみて、ささやくの。

見てよあの子、ありもしないこと想像ばかりしてる。

ﾍﾝな服、変な顔。

Now someone looks at me and whisper.

Look at that girl, always imagining strange things.

Strange outfit, strange face.

らららららららら

lalalalalalalala

花の冠をかぶって、ﾋﾟﾝｸのふわふわのﾄﾞﾚｽ。

芝生の上で踊るの。

I wear a garland and a pink frilly dress.

I dance on lawn.

ｼﾌｫﾝの透けるﾄﾞﾚｽは何も隠さない。

The light chiffon dress hides nothing.

小さなの鹿がささやくの。

「てんとう虫、踏んだよ。」

Then a small deer whispers.

"You are stepping on a Ladybug."

黒の世界が私を覆う。真っ暗。真っ暗。

The dark world covers me. Black. So black.

ﾊﾞｽが止まって、林檎が転がって、地面に足をつく。

A bus stops, an apple rolls over, and I put my feet on the ground.

信号をわたる。

Cross a street.

ぬれた犬の匂い。

Smells like a wet dog.

夕飯の匂い。

Smells like dinner.

黒猫にゅんごろ。

Black cat meow.

がちゃ、ばたん

Jiggle,　slam.

「ただいまーー」

"I'm home"

今日のディナーはYUM YUM カレー。

Today's dinner is Yum Yum Curry.

night with camera

2009-11-04T10:17:00.004+09:00

Keep me awake, keep me awake

to not miss the moment

and you sing my song

holding her hand

keep me awake

to not miss the chance

Tokyo night....

2009-10-30T18:25:00.005+09:00

Here is my obsession beside fashion....

Photographs!! I especially love analog ones...!

and this picture is taken by my newest baby HOLGA BC135 :)

with those cameras, just a view changes into an art.

class-i-c

2009-10-05T19:48:00.007+09:00

with my favorite hat, in my city.

I had tea and cake, I shopped at vintage stores,

and I had a long chat with my friend.

Normal, yet perfect day.

It is getting cold here in Tokyo...

since I hate coldness, I have to find perfect coat!

not too heavy, but still super warm, but compact,

and BEAUTIFUL one....so difficult!

lalala...

2009-09-24T23:32:00.008+09:00

Today I had a fantastic tea time with homemade blueberry jam :)

jam: water + blueberry + sugar give it a good boil

cream: yogurt + cream cheese + sugar whip it!

Today's outfit

blouse: Ralph lauren

high waisted pants: Vintage

shoes: Vintage

Take it, take it, take it back.

2009-09-08T23:21:00.004+09:00

He shot my heart, and then picked it up.

He gave it a hug, a kiss and love.

After that he stepped on it, cut it, scratched it, and bit it.

After a while he kissed it again. Kisses with tears.

Now he spits on it. Rejects it.

But my heart, my stupid heart.

It's still trying to find the way to get back to him.

OH MY GOD H&M.....!!!

2009-06-28T13:15:00.004+09:00

Did you see H&M Fall/winter collection 2009/2010?

Ｈ＆Ｍの秋冬コレクション見た？

it is really amazing. I mean, amazing!!! All things are to die for!!!

すっごいよ！まじで、素敵過ぎる！死んでも欲しい！！！

I am not sure if I can reduce this exciteness! ahaha
I just can not wait till fall come! I Love summer outfits, BUT this is out of everything!

この興奮が抑えられるかどうか微妙だわｗ　
秋まで待てないよ！夏の洋服大好きだけど、これはもう例外だよ！

ah! I just wish it will come to Tokyo too!

あぁ！！東京でも発売されるといいな！

gotta save money from now!

今からお金貯めなくちゃ！

Hair dress.

2009-06-26T22:24:00.009+09:00

This is my outfit yesterday. 昨日の洋服。 The fringe dress is from H&M. It aaaaaaaaaaalways reminds me of hair little people from The Addams Family. and I LOVE it! このフリンジドレスはＨ＆Ｍで買ったんだけど、いーーーーーーーーっつも、これ見るとアダムス・ファミリーの髪の毛のやつ思い出すの。あれ、大好き！

I Wonder.

2009-06-26T21:11:00.006+09:00

Lately I see a lot of black caterpillars with wooly hair.

Then I started to wonder how would it feel like to be them.
Knowing or without knowing they will be beautiful butterfly, be hated by most of people and being ugly/hairly.

最近、黒くてもじゃもじゃの毛虫をよく見かけるの。

それで、考えてたんだけど、毛虫でいるのってどんな感じなんだろう。
いつか、きれいな蝶になることを知っているのかどうかはわからないけど、みんなに嫌われて、醜くて、毛もじゃで。

I always see them acrossing streets dreaming new fresh green leaves.
How noble they are!

Moving the small body and trying to go forward so hard.

(Oh if they had legs! oh if they could fly! oh if they were beautiful! )

It sometimes even move my heart.

いつも、見かけるときは新鮮で青々した葉を求めて道を渡ってるんだよ。
なんて、健気なんだろう！

小さな体を動かして一生懸命前に進もうとしてる。

（あぁ　もし足があったら！あぁ　もし飛べたなら！あぁ　もし美しかったら！）

そんな姿に胸を打たれることもあるくらい。

After I thought about this, I started to think about many animals.

Do geckos, bats and other animals which stays the other way around on trees or ceiling for a long time forget which way the gravity works or which is sky and the ground?

これを考えた後で、他の動物のことも考え始めたの。

ヤモリとかコウモリとか、木の上や天井で逆さまになって長い時間すごす生き物たちは、どっちに重力が働くかとか、どっちが空でどっちが大地か忘れることはないのかな？

I wish I could understand their languages.

彼らの言葉がわかったらいいのに。